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Welcome to my ever-evolving blog. It started out as a blog on Beachbody workouts and products, mainly when I was a Beachbody coach. I no longer coach, not because I don't believe in Beachbody's programs (I subscribe to Beachbody on Demand and use their workouts every day), I am just not a salesperson and hated that aspect of it. I am more than willing to answer questions about my experiences with their products and the various workouts, and I feel freer to do so without the appearance of giving a biased review of something.

I have also started adding reviews for various things I have purchased like movies, books, CDs, and other products. This was brought about by a fight with Amazon in which all of my reviews were removed over a completely bullshit allegation that I posted a review that violated their terms of service. After going back and forth with the morons in the community-reviews department (even after they admitted that my posts did not violate their guidelines) they restored my account (which took them six months to do), but I have been posting my reviews on my blog to have them preserved in case something like that happens again. And here, I will post uncensored reviews so I will swear from time to time and post reviews that may be longer than Amazon's character limit. Everything I post here on any topic or product is my personal opinion, and I take no compensation for any product reviews I post. I am a member of Amazon's vine program and because I get those products for free, I keep those reviews on Amazon only, but everything I have purchased with my own money, whether from Amazon or some other store/website/outlet, I will post here.  

I also plan to do some longer blog posts on various topics, such as how to learn physics, how to get through calculus, and longer reviews of workout programs as I do them. Basically, whatever strikes me as interesting at the time.  As you can see if you navigate around the blog, I had many years in between postings. During that time I was going back to school to get an engineering degree, and learning material that I avoided my first time through college was a different experience and one that gave me a lot of insight into how to do well in those classes, which I will try to impart here for those who are looking to get a science or engineering degree. 

Showing posts with label Memoir. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memoir. Show all posts

Sunday, January 7, 2024

Book Review: My Story

 


My Story is the closest thing that the world ever got to an autobiography or memoir from Marilyn Monroe. The original version of the book was published about 12 years after her death and was created from a manuscript she submitted to Milton Green (who was a photographer who took many pictures of Marilyn throughout her career) and was essentially finished by journalist, Ben Hecht. This illustrated version of the book, published in 2007, adds many pictures of Marilyn selected by Milton Green's son, Joshua, who also wrote the foreword.  In the book, Monroe broadly details her early life, her rise to stardom, and her romance with Joe Dimaggio. The book ends with a discussion of her trip to Korea to entertain the troops during her honeymoon with Dimaggio.

The hardcover version of the book is relatively short, coming in at a little under 200 pages. In it, Monroe covers her life in broad strokes up through 1954. She does not go into a ton of detail about everything in her life but does discuss being molested as a girl, the infamous nude calendar photoshoot (which turned into the first Playboy pictorial), and her struggle to get acting jobs (and what was expected by the studio heads and producers). She does not go into detail about whether and how much she participated in the whole "casting couch" phenomenon, or really discuss her sex life (aside from saying she was not very interested in sex during her first marriage. She also talks about how Za Za Gabor hated her because Gabor's husband flirted with her at a party. The big thing I took away from the book is that she was not an overnight sensation or star and she was not instantly rich. Even when she was not an established star she pushed back against some of the parts she was offered and was looking to be taken more seriously. There is an eerily prophetic line in the book that she was the type of person who would be found dead in a hallway with a bottle of sleeping pills next to her. In all, the book shows her as a complicated figure whose life was not at all as glamorous as it seemed. It is absolutely worth the time to read.

Saturday, October 28, 2023

Book Review: Enough

 


Enough is a memoir written by Cassidy Hutchinson published in 2023. Hutchinson was a staffer in the White House during the most turbulent part of the 2017-2021 administration, as the assistant to the final chief of staff, or as she was called, "the chief of staff to the chief of staff". 

The book starts by telling her story of growing up in Pennington, NJ, in a low-income, blue-collar family, and her complicated relationship with her father (who, to put it lightly seems like a piece of work who idolized the orange genital wart even before it became president). She then goes into how she became interested in politics and worked her way from an unpaid congressional intern in college to being right next to the levers of power and the shitshow that was the final part of that administration.

Hutchinson is an interesting contradiction. She is one of those people who backs Republicans (and she makes it clear that she still considers herself a Republican) despite being in a group that Republican policies never benefit. Despite that, she has voted against her own interests (as many Republicans do) since she could vote (although I doubt she sees it that way). That said, she seems to be an informed elector as she claims to have researched the party positions before aligning herself with the Republicans. At one point she loved t***p, despite all of the cruelty, stupidity, and recklessness that she saw firsthand. She often thought he was getting a raw deal, and because he never allowed people outside his inner circle to see a human side that she swears he has, he was portrayed unfairly. Which, if true, is his own damn fault. And, she actually thought that t***p had moderate positions, which he did not. I would argue he really did not have any actual policy positions beyond what would benefit him. And that to the extent he had any actual political beliefs, they were tied to what he thought would keep him in power, and so he latched onto the extreme right-wing agenda.

So even though I think Hutchinson was a bit naive when it came to what the Republican party had already become and who t***p was, when nearly everyone else in the administration was circling the wagons and lying, obstructing, and/or obfuscating, about the 2020 election being stolen, she was becoming more and more disgusted by what she saw and heard leading up to and on January 6th. When it became clear that she was going to be called as a witness before the January 6th committee, she tried to find a lawyer who would work pro bono or take her on as a client on a payment plan. When she could not, she begrudgingly agreed to take a "t***p world" lawyer, who basically told her to say "I can't recall" as much as she could during her testimony. She also details how job opportunities were dangled in front of her but were clearly contingent on how she testified when she was subpoenaed by the committee. 

After she initially testified to the committee, she called a Republican member of Congress whom she just refers to as "Sam", who was neither Liz Cheney nor Adam Kinzinger, to talk about her testimony. Sam (who does not seem to be profile in courage if he or she is still in Congress) asked her if she could look herself in the mirror and like the person who was looking back. She decided that she could not, and found a way to get a new lawyer and correct her testimony which led to the live hearing that was witnessed by millions.

While I likely disagree with many of her political views and positions, I absolutely believe that she was the only person in that administration who had any courage (including Mike Pence). Even before her testimony at the hearing, she was butting heads with people in the administration and with some of the dipshits in Congress (like Matt Gaetz) despite being in her early to mid-twenties and not being a Washington power broker. She also makes it clear that, despite what is claimed now, she was in a position to see and hear damn near everything that was going on in the White House, and that everyone, including agent orange, praised her work ethic, intelligence, and loyalty (which was of utmost importance). She is clearly disgusted by what the Republican party has become but hopes that it can be saved and return to the Regan-era party (which was definitely not great for those who were poor and/or marginalized). She describes herself as a moderate Republican and I do get that sense from reading this book. I actually hope that she runs for Congress one day because I think she would be willing to work with the other side, she is not crazy, and she does have integrity. 

The hardcover version of the book is just over 350 pages. Unlike many political memoirs, it is not dry at all and it provides a lot of insight into who Hutchinson is as a person. While it is amazing to think that a 25-year-old would have lived enough of a life to write an actual memoir, as opposed to a book that just conveyed "Here is what I saw in the lead up to and after January 6th", Hutchinson absolutely has a compelling life story. The book is very emotional in parts and Hutchinson lays nearly everything out about herself, warts and all. The book clearly reveals her struggle with wanting to be loyal to the administration and to be the proverbial "good soldier" and doing the right thing, especially knowing that it would cost her job opportunities and friends. It is a great book and is absolutely worth reading.